Old days

at this moment, really miss the old days. remember the days with my schoolmates, friedns and family.Everything. When can i have those time again? i dont know, this is really a big question for me. i knew i will regret one day, but i decided. and now i m suffering the decision i made. but that is what i chose.So, 加油!!!

Wanna escape from this HELL

I am trying hard....but i think i need to try harder. Two more days, my life will be better as 2 chi sin people one will be gone (hope forever).  Looking forward to this weekend, 3 days off~!!!!!Wow!!!Just relax and wont think about this little HELL in somewhere is Shanghia~

Sunday

This is a 1 million dollar question. Oytun, are you ready?

You can only choose one thing below and the rest you have to completely destroy.
A. Laptop
B. Camera
C. Google phone
D. Your girlfriend.

You still have the 50:50 or call a friend lifeline.

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Sunday, Massage day. Promised myself to go massage a thousand time, and today I made it.I went to this massage place called "mei kung" in Zhongshan Park. It's not a "prestigious" massage place, but the environment is nice, clean and all staff are friendly. Price is reasonable as well, Food massage and Chinese body massage RMB 60/hour each. After massage went to Mayfair to visit some "long time no see" friends. Yusuke is still working there. 3 years...no 4 years is coming why is he still here.....but maybe it is a good thing. I am happy he knows the life that he wants and i can see he really enjoys it. Oh...time for bed...blue Monday~Good night!!looking forward to the HAT Party on Friday~:)

Morning...please dont come....

Morning is good as it likes a sign of fresh/new start, but, for me, it only applies at weekend. I hate mroning, especially Monday morning because it means i have to wait 5 more days for the next weekend. Anyway, now is 2:16a.m. I know I am still Ibby and Ibby doesnt have any miracle to change the fact (and her fate). I still have to wake up early and walk 30mins (at least) in this fxxking cold weather to that fxxking tiny office. Good night~Zzzzzzz...

Lost

I feel lost these days. I really need to sit down, take a deep breath and think about the next step of my life...ai....

優子姓名學-個性分析

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我的個性分析:

內在想法:

*不喜歡動勞力，會用嘴巴叫人去做(When i am at home)
*腦袋很聰明，鬼點子很多(Maybe)
*容易看不起一些不起眼的人，打心底會不屑(Not at all)
*喜歡保持神秘感，令人猜不透自己的想法(......)
*個性比較圓融，懂得見風轉舵(I don't know)

外在行為:

*不喜歡單獨行動，喜歡跟團體一起，或是依賴另一半(Most of the time, especially not at home town)
*有時很愛挑剔別人的不是，連細小的過錯都不放過(Not really)
*喜歡撿輕鬆的事做，辛苦的就盡量避( Haha, i think everyone just the same)
*懂得相處之道，人際關係不錯(It's ok)
*有時會為了自己而不顧他人，讓人覺得有些自私 (What do you think?)

Marathon Week

This week was a really long week. Thanks God that it is almost finished. This week, my job just took over all my personal time and I am going crazy (soon soon soon). I really need to do something (revolution!!!)to change my life. Next week, It is a "Data Entry Week".There are at least 10 thousand business cards on my desk are waiting for me to entry into the computer. OMG!!! Anyone can help??!!

P.S.But this week before I had a really Happy Valentine's Day:)

Life in Shangahi

Its rite.
Shanghai is a place for work not for life. Working hard for a whole week, and nothing special to do at weekend. Great! This is the life i am having now. Maybe i should just get use to it, or also use my weekend for work!

Another boring weekend!

矛盾

想離開 又害怕離開
不想只有平淡既生活 卻又害怕不平穩既生活

CNY2009--Busy Week

煩忙既一個禮拜, 但總括黎講呢一個煩忙既禮拜係super開心既禮拜.好耐好耐未試過shopping shop 得咁爽.真係爽!爽!爽!

話說今日同SoB行街, 我竟然遇到N年以來都無發生既事--我比人問攞電話號碼!! 但其實都幾搞笑,我係度諗,佢會唔會之後行得太近,睇清我真面目,所以比我嚇走左. 哈哈!!Anyway, its just a small thing.

Going back to Shanghai this Sunday, and i dont know when is the next time can "see" HK again. I know i am going to miss HK. 之以前都聽人講,"當你離開左香港一段時間之後再返離黎,你會發覺香港其實好可愛",我覺得並唔係香港變可愛,而係你更愛香港.

Dream

Filth & Wisdom
Everyone has their dream,I have a dream, but when and where can i make it come true.I remembered I have a promise with Rachel a few year ago, she still has the same dream, but how about me,do i still have the same dream. I hope i can make it,maybe its a wish now... reality is reality.I am living in a real life, i know i cant do the thing that i want...my dream can only in my dream, i know that. It can only in my deep mind, my deep heart.......I had this dream for once, but never again......

Unhappy

I m fucking unhappy!! I can find no one to talk about this. 撐撐撐,撐到幾時!撐得好支力! Just want to find someone to talk when i need some one to support. but NO!!is it that difficult to find a person next to me and listen to me? When i sit in the office and feel depressed, anyone i can talk to?NO! the answer is always NO!究竟有無人真係明白我係頂得幾辛苦. 我唔想聽o的無謂既安慰說話,我唔係3歲小朋友, 我要係真係明白我感受既人. I have tried, i tried really really hard, but i cant, just cos i cant! But I have no choice still have to 撐撐撐,頂頂頂,頂到無得再頂......

Flight Booked

Yeah!Yeah!Yeah! Flight comfirmed
( 23 Jan~1 Feb), i can go back to HK for crazy shopping !!! i have waited for ages!!!Friends, plx keep the your moblie in pocket all the time & wait for my call!!!

I am really excited.....i dont know why, but its a bit out of control! Super looking forward to going back! Now i am going to make a list that i need to shop in HK and to plan a trip to Ocean Park to see PANDA+PANDA=Ying Ying + Le Le~!!

Rite time to do rite thing

係時間回”香”探親啦～～～心情既緊張又興奮！！半年無crazy shopping過啦！！忍唔住啦忍唔住啦！！！朋友仔s，等我呀，CNY shopping!! Yeah!!!

Its too far away.........

Working alone

When every one is having a happy New Year Holiday but you still have to work....how do u feel?

About 40 offices on my floor, but just only me worked on today with nobody and i was the only one could occupy the toilet...haha~~at that moment i felt like...

"its time to take a big shit!!"

Happy New Year

Not really exicted about the New Year coming but still had a great New Year nite with my "FAMILY" in Shanghai. ;-)